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WHAT THE FUCK ARE PEOPLE DOING EATING CAVIAR? ARE THEY FUCKING SATAN HIMSELF?? HONESTLY. I WANT TO PUKE IN THE CAVIAR HARVESTERS FACE.

THIS POST HAS PROBLY BEEN BREWING FOR A WHILE, BUT JUST NOW I WAS LOOKING AT THE SEPTEMBER 1991 NATIONAL GEOGRAPHIC AND THERE WAS A STORY ON ILLEGAL WILDLIFE POACHING IN THE UNITED STATES. MOTHERFUCKERS. FUCKING FUCK HEADS. I JUST HOPE THEY KNOW IN THEIR NEXT LIFE THEY ARE GOING DOWN, THEY MIGHT EVEN BE GOING DOWN NOW. EITHER WAY THIS ARTICLE CAUSED A FLOOD OF FEELINGS TO COME BACK TO ME. EMOTIONS I HAVEN'T FELT THIS STRONGLY IN YEARS.I AM MAD AND CONFUSED AND HEART BROKEN, I NEED SOME EXPLAINING DUDES.

THESE ARE THINGS I FEEL IN MY HEART TO BE TRUE:

LIFE EATS ITSELF

CARNAGE IS A PART OF LIFE

SOMETHING IS NOT RIGHT

THERE ARE PIECES OF HISTORY THAT ARE MISSING

WE HAVE BEEN LIED TO

A LOT OF THE LIES WE DON'T BUY, BUT JUST AS MANY WE DO

HELL ON EARTH COMES IN MANY FORMS

ONE OF THOSE FORMS IS FACTORY FARMS

ANOTHER ONE OF THOSE FORMS IS OIL FIELDS

WE ARE BEING FUELED BY HELL

WE ARE DEPENDENT ON THE PRODUCTS FROM THESE HELLS

WE DESPERATELY WANT TO BREAK AWAY

WE ARE HOLDING OURSELVES BACK

WE TEACH OUR OFFSPRING OBSESSIVELY ABOUT TIMES THAT WERE WORSE, TIMES OF SLAVERY, TIMES OF INEQUALITY, TIMES OF WAR

WE TEACH OUR OFFSPRING THAT WE HAVE OVERCOME THESE TIMES AND WE ARE FREE PEOPLE

WE ARE FRIGHTENED TO ADMIT THAT OUR GENERATION AND EVERY OTHER GENERATION HAS FAILED TO TRUELY BREAK FREE AND OVERCOME THESE BOUNDARIES THAT ARE HOLDING BACK OUR SPECIES

BY LYING TO OUR OFFSPRING WE HOLD THEM BACK AND MAKE IT IMPOSSIBLE FOR THEM TO LIVE IN A BETTER WORLD

WE ARE SENDING THEM OUT THERE JUST AS UNPREPARED AS WE WERE

BREAK THE CYCLE PLEASE!!!

STOP LYING!

RIGHT NOW I'M PIST ABOUT THE WAY PEOPLE GET FOOD. I'M HORRIFIED. DON'T GET ME WRONG, I THINK ITS ALRIGHT FOR PEOPLE TO EAT MEAT. THATS NOT THE PROBLEM. I'M MAD THAT MOST PEOPLE DON'T EVEN KNOW HOW FUCKED UP THE INDUSTRY IS. I'M MAD THAT PEOPLE ARE LIED TO AT A YOUNG AGE AND DON'T FIND OUT WHATS REALLY GOING ON UNTIL THEY ARE ALREADY DEPENDENT ON IT. I'M THE MOST MAD BECAUSE FEMALE ANIMALS ARE DISRESPECTED AND TORTURED THE MOST. I'M MAD THAT PEOPLE DON'T KNOW THAT OR DON'T CARE TO FIND OUT. I'M MAD THAT PEOPLE TELL ME "GOD PUT ANIMALS HERE FOR US". I'M MAD THAT PEOPLE TOLD ME I WAS GOING TO HELL WHEN I WAS A KID. I'M MAD BECAUSE ITS THEIR STUPID RELIGION THAT CREATED HELL ON THIS PLANET IN THE FIRST PLACE. I'M MAD THAT IF I SAY SHIT LIKE THAT PEOPLE GET OFFENDED, BUT THEY ARE ALLOWED TO SAY WHATEVER THE HELL THEY WANT TO ME. I'M MAD THAT I THINK ABOUT THIS STUFF SO MUCH.

YOU MAY BE WONDERING ABOUT PLANTS, LIKE "HEY PLANTS ARE ALIVE TOO" OR MAYBE YOU WERE'T THINKING ABOUT PLANTS. EITHER WAY, I LOVE PLANTS AND IF I DIDN'T NEED FOOD TO SURVIVE THEN I TOTALLY WOULDN'T EAT THEM. THEY ACT AS THE EARTHS LUNGS AND THE SEAS SLIMY THINGS (I DON'T KNOW WHAT ORGAN THEY ARE TO THE OCEAN) AND THEY ARE TO BE RESPECTED.

I'M REALLY NOT A FAN OF THIS WHOLE "GREEN" MOVEMENT THATS BEEN GOING ON FOR THE PAST COUPLE OF YEARS (BECAUSE OF IT I OWN A PAIR OF NIKES...LIKE WTF RIGHT? BUT VANS ARE MADE IN CHINA TOO SO WHATS A PERSON TO DO?)...MY POINT IS JUST BECAUSE BEING NICE TO THE PLANET YOU LIVE ON HAS BEEN TWISTED INTO THIS GROSS HIPPY THING DOESNT MEAN YOU STILL CANT BE NICE TO THE PLANET YOU LIVE ON!! JUST DON'T CALL IT BEING GREEN...CALL IT NOT BEING A DUMBASS, OR CALL IT NOT PEEING IN YOUR OWN BED, OR MAYBE NOT POISONING YOUR OWN FOOD...I MEAN WHATEVER MY POINT IS BEING MADE RIGHT?

I KNOW THAT NATURE HAS NO MORALS AND ITS A DOG EAT DOG WORLD, BUT WE HAVE FEELINGS AND EMOTIONS FOR A REASON RIGHT? I THINK WE SHOULD START USING THEM MORE, THEY ARE COOL. THEY MIGHT KNOCK YOU DOWN OR MAKE YOU CRY, YOU MIGHT NOT BE ABLE TO GET OUT OF BED BECAUSE YOU ARE SO SAD, BUT ATLEAST YOU ARE REAL AND ATLEAST YOU ARE WITH THE REST OF THE WORLD IN YOUR FEELINGS. SELF PITTY IS ALWAYS OUT, ESPECIALLY IF YOU ARE AN ABLE PERSON WITH HOPES AND DREAMS.

OH,VERE IMPORTANT:

I AM A CONTRADICTION!

YOU KNOW WHEN PEOPLE SAY THINGS LIKE "I WOULD BE VEGAN BUT I LOVE CHEESE"
WELL I'M THAT WAY WITH CARS. CARS ARE FUCKED UP. THATS OBVIOUS, THEY ARE FUCKING A LOT OF SHIT UP...BUT I LOVE DRIVING (I WILL NEVER HAVE A VEG OIL CAR BECAUSE THE SMELL IS TOTALLY NAUSEATING TO ME). I FEEL GUILT FOR THIS, BUT I'M JUST NOT READY TO GIVE IT UP YET. I ENJOY THE COMFORT TOO MUCH AND ITS EMBARRASSING TO ADMIT BUT I THINK ITS IMPORTANT TO CALL YOURSELF OUT.

MY POINT WITH MENTIONING THAT IS, I'M NOT JUDGING ANYBODY! YOU DON'T HAVE TO BE VEGAN, BUT PLEASE DO SOMETHING! AND IF YOU KNOW ABOUT SOME FUCKED UP SHIT THAT CAN BE PREVENTED, LET ME KNOW. I CARE, I REALLY DO!

ALSO, MAYBE THIS SOUNDS LIKE STONER TALK, I AM NOT A STONER!!!!! HAHA... ITS TRUE I'M NOT BUT IT WOULD BE FUNNY IF MY NEXT POST WAS ABOUT "THE GREAT ABYSS" WHICH IS THE ULTIMATE STONER THING TO TALK ABOUT...OR I COULD POST A REVIEW OF THE MATRIX. I CAN'T HELP IT MAN, I WAS BORN IN 1984 FOR CHRISTS SAKE, I WANNA TAKE BIG BROTHER DOWN!