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SOME OF MY FAVORITE PHOTOS FROM 2008 AKA TWO THOUSAND DIFFICULT WEIRD AND AWESOME

LOOK ON THE BRIGHT SIDE

MISOPHONIA

OK SO IVE BEEN RESEARCHING THIS CRAZY HEARING THING I HAVE AND IT HAS A NAME! ITS EXTREMELY RARE AND NOT TO BE CONFUSED WITH TINNITUS,HYPERACUSIS, OR PHONOPHOBIA. ITS CALLED MISOPHONIA, WHICH ACTUALLY TRANSLATES TO "HATRED OF SOUND". APPARENTLY I'M NOT ALONE AND I JOINED THE UK MISOPHONIA WEB PAGE SUPPORT GROUP. THIS WHOLE THING IS CRACKING ME UP. ITS SO REDICULOUS HEARING OTHER PEOPLE COMPLAIN ABOUT SNIFFLING AND GUM CHEWING AS IF IT WERE LIFE THREATENING, IF I DIDN'T FEEL THE SAME WAY I WOULD THINK THEY WERE OVER REACTING AND MAKING IT UP, BUT THATS PART OF WHY ITS SO FUCKED BECAUSE IT SOUNDS LIKE THE DUMBEST SHIT, BUT IT REALLY DOES RULE YOUR LIFE.

SOME EXAMPLES

1. I HAVE AN "ANTI-BASS" MIX ON MY iTUNES

2. I CARRY EAR PLUGS WITH ME AT ALL TIMES

3. SNIFFLING WAS THE #1 REASON I DITCHED SCHOOL, AND I KNEW WERE THE SNIFFLERS SAT AND WHAT TIMES OF THE YEAR EACH ONE WOULD BE EXTRA SNIFFLY

4. GOING TO THE SMELL OR A NOISE SHOW IS LIKE ATTENDING CHURCH, BECAUSE ITS THE ONLY PLACE MY EARS ARE SAFE

5. SUBWOOFERS ARE KRYPTONITE

6. THE WORST PART IS I CANT BE FRIENDS WITH CERTAIN PEOPLE. NO JOKE, ITS FUCKED UP. I SHOULDN'T EVEN ADMIT THAT.

THE OTHER WORST PART IS I TOOK MOST OF MY ANGER OUT ON MY BROTHER WHEN WE WERE GROWING UP. HE MADE THE WORST SOUNDS OF ALL TIMES, BUT ITS CRAZY BECAUSE OTHER PEOPLE WHO HAVE THIS SAY THE SAME THING. AND I FEEL TERRIBLE! I WAS SO MEAN TO HIM AND HE DIDN'T DESERVE IT.

OK SO I ALSO FOUND A YOUTUBE THIS GUY MADE. ITS REALLY A TRIP TO HEAR SOMEBODY SAY SHIT THAT IVE BEEN SAYING MY WHOLE LIFE AND NOBODY GETS. JUST REPLACE LIP SMACKING WITH SNIFFLING AND BASS AND YOU GOT ME.

MY DAD ALWAYS TRIED TO LOOK ON THE BRIGHT SIDE, LIKE HE WOULD SAY "MAYBE YOU HAVE THIS HEARING THING SO YOU CAN HELP OTHER PEOPLE WHO ARE HYPERSENSITIVE, OR HELP FIND A CURE FOR IT". MY IDEA FOR A CURE IS TEACHING PEOPLE TO BLOW THEIR NOSES, AND BASS FREE HEADPHONES. OR MAYBE A WHITE NOISE MACHINE THAT ACTUALLY WORKED.

WEIRDO ON THE STREET

OK SO I WAS ABOUT TO WRITE A POST THAT WAS A TRIBUTE TO WEIRDOS ON THE STREET YOU KNOW LIKE: "LONG LIVE WEIRDO ON THE STREET" BECAUSE I LOVE THEM....SO I SEARCHED "WEIRDO ON THE STREET" IN GOOGLE IMAGES AND THIS PICTURE CAME UP...THE STORY THAT GOES TO IT IS PRETTY CRAZY. THIS GUY IS EXTREMELY SENSITIVE TO SOUND...LIKE RIDICULOUSLY SENSITIVE. SO THAT GOT ME REALLY EXCITED BECAUSE I HAVE A SIMILAR THING GOING ON...THIS GUY CAN'T STAND CERTAIN MUSIC, DOGS BARKING, CIGARETTE SMOKE...HES SENSITIVE TO A LOT OF STUFF THAT MOST PEOPLE DON'T EVEN THINK ABOUT. MY THING IS MORE ABOUT CERTAIN SOUNDS STANDING OUT LIKE SNIFFLING, HEAVY BASS, BEEPING...THOSE ARE THE MAJOR ONES. I HAD TO WEAR EARPLUGS EVERYDAY AT SCHOOL BECAUSE OF PEOPLE SNIFFLING...IT REALLY SUCKS BECAUSE ITS SUCH A HUMAN THING AND YOU DON'T WANT TO HURT PEOPLE'S FEELINGS BUT IT IS THE ABSOLUTE WORST PAIN I HAVE EVER FELT. READING ABOUT THIS WEIRD DUDE THAT LIVES IN A SPACESHIP HOUSE IS REALLY COMFORTING TO ME CUS NOBODY HAS EVER UNDERSTOOD HOW HARD THESE FEELINGS ARE TO DEAL WITH...AND A LOT OF PEOPLE DON'T UNDERSTAND THAT SOUND CAUSES PHYSICAL REACTION IN THE BODY. SO YOUR NOT JUST HEARING THINGS YOU DON'T LIKE ALL DAY, A BETTER ANALOGY WOULD BE GETTING PUNCHED IN THE HEART. OR LIKE SOMEBODY THROWING TRASH AT YOU IN A WORLD WERE PEOPLE DIDN'T THINK THAT WAS WEIRD, SO YOU DON'T HAVE SOMEBODY TO RELATE TO OR BE LIKE DANG I'M SORRY MAN.

I MEAN THIS DUDES REACTIONS ARE PRETTY DIFFERENT FROM MINE, LIKE HE FUCKING SHOT A DOG THAT WOULDN'T STOP BARKING. I USUALLY JUST CRY AND GO TO MY CAR. WOAH...MAYBE THATS PART OF THE REASON I LOVE CARS SO MUCH. THEY ARE LIKE CONTROLLED ENVIRONMENTS. WOAH...MAYBE THATS WHY THAT DUDE LIVES IN A SPACESHIP. OK SO NOW IT SEEMS LIKE I'M A CONTROL FREAK. SHIT. ITS JUST A PRETTY INSANE WORLD WHEN YOU ARE THAT SENSITIVE AND HAVE NOBODY YOU CAN RELATE TO ABOUT THE HARDEST MOST PAINFUL PART OF YOUR LIFE.


HERE IS A QUOTE FROM THE ARTICLE THAT I REALLY RELATE TO, ITS PRETTY MUCH THE STORY OF MY LIFE:

"But he's had difficulty holding jobs because of his sensitivity toward noise, particularly certain types of music.

"It has a corrosive effect on the nerves that makes it impossible to concentrate on anything," he said."

THIS IS ALSO REALLY FASCINATING TO ME BECAUSE THIS DUDE HAS MINOR AUTISM.

I WAS TOLD I HAVE A.D.D., WHICH CONFUSES ME BECAUSE ONE OF MY FAVORITE ACTIVITIES IS STARING AT THE CEILING IN A QUIET ROOM

HONESTLY RIGHT NOW THIS IS REALLY HARD FOR ME TO WRITE BECAUSE THE SOUND OF THE COMPUTER JUST BEING ON AND THE BASS FROM DOWNSTAIRS ARE MAKING ME FEEL LIKE I GOTTA RUN OUT OF THE HOUSE. OK I'M WEARING EAR PLUGS NOW.

I'M CHANGING THE FORM OF THIS POST TO LIST FORM


A. SCHOOL IS NOT FOR EVERYBODY

B. EVERY PERSON HAS POTENTIAL TO BE GENIUS

C. I LOVE WESSLIE WILLIS

D. YOU ARE WEIRD TOO

E. A.D.D. O.C.D. BLAH BLAH BLAH

F. THIS DUDE WAS ALSO A PILOT IN VIETNAM AND HES LIKE SOME KIND OF GENIUS OR SOMETHING

F2. IF YOU HAVE A SOUND SENSITIVITY DON'T TAKE IT OUT ON OTHER PEOPLE LIKE THIS DUDE, ITS NOT THEIR FAULT AND IT WON'T HELP THEM HAVE UNDERSTANDING OR COMPASSION FOR YOU

G. THE SAME GOES FOR VEGANS, I LOVE YOU PETA BUT SHIT YOUR MAKING US LOOK FUCKIN CRAZE

H. I DON'T KNOW WHAT ELSE I'M SUPPOSED TO WRITE

I. HARMONY KORINE IS THE BEST

J. BRING ON THE GOOD TIMES

K. HERE IS THE link TO THE WHOLE STORY ABOUT THIS DUDE

L. ALSO, I'M NOT REALLY REFERRING TO HOMELESS PEOPLE, I'M MORE JUST REFERRING TO CHARACTERS YOU SEE EVERY DAY...PEOPLE WHO ARE OBVIOUSLY DIFFERENT...WERE ALL PRETTY MUCH WEIRDOS WHETHER WE LIKE IT OR NOT

M. YOU READ THIS FAR? I DIDN'T EXPECT ANY BODY TO READ THIS

FEEL GOOD PICTURE

THIS PICTURE MAKES ME FEEL SO GOOD

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